Inside


Inside
Buried deep
Hidden away

Words
Thoughts
Things unspoken

Pieces written
Just enough to let some pressure out

Aches of the now
Pains from the past
A distance growing within myself

Voids
Hollows
Something so long now incomplete

Inside
An inferno
Raging
Boiling
Tearing me up

Every breath
Each thought

Killing
Torturing
Strangling
Writhing in agony

Asking

Dear God
Why why why…

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Soul


If I spoke from my soul
Would you sit and listen?

If I poured out my heart
Would you turn a deaf ear?

If I unleashed upon you
My sorrow

My love

My lust

My fears

My hatred

Would you see me for me?
Or would you just stare, nod and pretend

If I gave my soul to you
No questions asked

Would you stab it?
Trample it into the ground?

If I tore away my walls
Opened my gate
Allowed you in

Eventually
As always

You would leave…

Never to return…

Away


Away from me
Let me free

Remove my chains
Cut my leash
Release the rope from my neck

Suffocating
Allow me to breathe again

Last time
Asking for my freedom

After this
Not playing nice

Step away
It’s all I ask

Grant my wishes
Or witness my demons

Something really so simple

Away from me

Let me live again…

Tired


Tired
Just need to sleep

Broken inside
Unable to heal

Fading light
Damning darkness

Burning eyes
Pounding chest

Restless hours
Silent agony

Twisted emotions
Edge of an abyss

Tuesdays failure
Wednesdays torture
On and on it rolls

Compounding
Overtaking
Consuming

Eating alive
Inside out

Trapped inside my own mind

Tired

No way out…

Bottle


I am your bottle
Clouding your mind
Confusing every thought

I am your bottle
Making you hide
Filling you with lust

I am your bottle
Consoling
Misleading

I am your bottle
Burning
Yet warming your lips

I am your bottle
Out of sight
Always within reach…

I am your bottle
Never empty
Always half full

I am your bottle
Always here
Always letting you down…

Written


Write on me
I am a canvas

Make your mark on me
Cover my scars with your colors

Carve
Etch
Tattoo my skin

Erase my past
Recreate me

Draw me into something new
Something fantastic
Mysterious
Unrealistic

Lay your rainbow pallet upon my heart
Cover me with your universe

Let my eyes feel your vision
Let me see your stars

Everything written
Permanent on my skin

Your vision
Carved forever
In flesh

Making us unbreakable
Interlocking our souls…