Reduced


Reduced
Reduced to this

Paranoid
On edge
An illogical mess

Jumpy
Unfocused
Disconnected

Hopeless
Fearful
Lost

Trapped
Building ever higher walls

Lonely
Yet never alone

Silent
But screaming inside

Waiting
Always anticipating

Doom
Gloom

Deeper darkness
The final demise of my empty hollow soul

Reduced
Reduced to this

Sitting
In darkness
Arms wrapped tight

Rocking slowly

Hiding from the world

Praying like a madman for an end to this life…

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2 thoughts on “Reduced

  1. This look like an x-ray from my guts. I’m leaving the only country I felt home in this life and going back to my home country after 2 years – where I always felt like an outsider. Hard, painful. I’m actually freaking out, haha. Hope you’re ok! x

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