Just Here


Just sitting here

Off in space

Contemplating

A complex situation

These spinning grooves

And the grooves they create

Spilling out

Invisible in the air

But not to the ear

Just sitting here

Off in space

Contemplating

In awe

Just trying to comprehend

The genius of Monk when he laid rhythm to silent piano keys…

Shriveled Pickle


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Aaawww come on baby
How was that not enough?

Flat on my back
Dripping with sweat
Gasping for breath

Two multiples
Countless others

Damn!!!
Plain and simple
I AM OUT OF GAS!!!

Shriveled my pickle
No more boinkin goin on

Need a rest
Time to recover
Allow some inflation to kick in

All the pullin tuggin and blowin ain’t goin to help
Pick it up
Let go
See i told you
Nothing but flop!!!

Sorry for the disappointment
Trying my best

But the battery’s dead
All worn out
Just wont start

Hit you sideways and every other position

Tongue
Fingers
Long and short strokes

Even broke out the ice cubes and jello

But like a machine you just keep going

Need some time
Let nature take it’s course
It will grow back i promise

Need to close my eyes
Take a little nap

Oh wait!!!
Is that!!!

Hell yeah!!!
Fishnets and a whip!!!

Back from the dead
Houston we have lift off!!!!

Knock Knock


Knock knock

Who is it that knocks upon my door?

Silence is broken by only shuffling feet and heavy breathing

Knocking again

Only this time with a forceful tone

Who is it that knocks upon my door?

And let alone at this hour!!

Silence only broken by dark shadows and a cold breeze

Knock knock!!

Tap tap!!

Both now the door and window

And how both at the same time?

Knock knock!!

Tap tap!!

Rattle rattle!!

Angry now!!

Door shaking!!

Windows breaking!!

Knock knock

Trembling terribly

Who’s there?

Only a cold breathless moan

Then the words that chilled every bone

I am death

The darkness

I can not be escaped from

Now open the door

Your time here is done…

Peace


Voices
Ringing loud
Unrelenting
Never ending

Ground cold
Hole dark
Deep
Hollow

Rainbow black
No pot of gold

Born on the edge
Toes hanging
Mind spinning

Cursed
Doomed to pain and solitude

Yet today
A single ray of light

Pulled back
Picked up

Caring
Listening

Simply the same path
Understanding everything

Today finding peace

Wrapped in the wisdom of blackened angels wings…

Madness


Inside my mind
A madness

Inside my heart
A void

Inside myself
A dying fire

Inside
Somewhere
Answers to unanswered questions

Inside
Buried deep
Yet in plain sight
A pain

Inside
My soul
Invisible
Hopeless
Helpless
Empty

Inside
Through tainted scarred hollow eyes

I see a madness
Feel a distorted reality

Inside
Agony

Outside
Covering up

Close to the edge
Internal breaking point

So close now
No fear

1 2 3 4…

Ready…
Set…
Jump…

And end it all…

There Is


There is no order
Only chaos

What once was stable
Has tipped on its axis

A moment in time
In my mind so cherished
Now has long past

A spiral
A twist

An empty void
Call it what you will

Meaningless words
Tattered lines
All now falling on deaf ears
Repelled away by blind eyes

There is no order
Only chaos

What once held me up
Has now gone away and left me lost…

From


From my body
From the inside out

From every inch
From every pore

I denounce you
I expel you

I release this poison
The false image of you that my mind created

From my body
From the inside out

A tear
A new beginning

Like sand from a shattered hour-glass
Then swept away by the wind

From my mind
I release you

May you never return…

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No Longer


Cry no longer to me
Words now falling on deaf ears

Just repeating
Time after time

Same time
Same place
Same result

Remove your shadow from my path

Pushing forward
Onward
Upward

Alone
But forward

No longer your band-aid
No longer your shoulder
No longer here only to fix you up

So move along princess
Once upon a time I needed you
Then things changed when you broke my heart…