From the depths

Locked up
Buried away

Discreetly hidden
Stored deep in my heart

A crazy notion
A helpless never-ending desire

A mind wandering
Gut wrenching
Barely make it through the day
God awful
Cannot breathe…

Smile upon my face

In the depths
From the depths
A secret kept

Never telling
Unspoken till my end

Hiding in a hole
Drifting through space and time

Aching soul
Hollow eyes

Empty arms
Broken heart

Days crashing into one another
Nights trudging without end

Your memory
Your spirit

An unspoken desire…

My ultimate demise…