How?


Tonight

Feeling lower than ever before

 

Thinking

Pondering

Mind wandering

 

Lost in a fog

Aimless

No direction

 

Heart without a home

Soul without a mate

Taking word trip down memory lane

 

Conversations

Writes

Holding each other up day noon and night

 

Beyond a friendship

A soul connection

Sharing things sworn to never be told

 

Promising to be there

A pinky swear promise never to leave

 

So tonight

Counting back

14 months since I heard from you last

 

I sit

Thinking

Reflecting

 

On lines

Single words

 

Picking apart phrases

Looking for answers I’ll never find

 

Like why I called you my princess?

 

And why I can’t come to the reality that your never coming back…

Silvery Sky


So I look towards the silvery sky

I exhale

I sigh

Where o where has my dear love gone?

Picked up in a tornado?

Lost in a blizzard?

Washed away in a flood?

Declared dead from an overdose of narcotics?

For once you were here

And now you have gone

I am hurt

I am puzzled

So I make another wish to the silvery moon

Same wish

For the one billionth time

Please come back so I can live again…

On This


On this the most moonlit of nights

We lie on the ground

Hands together

Eyes on the stars

Silently watching

Wondering

Pondering

The enormity

The vastness of the universe

The complexity of us

On this the most moonlit of nights

I feel your heart beat

Your pulse increase as we count each meteor trail

Then both secretly making a wish on each and every star

On this…

The most moonlit of nights…

I Never again will have to dream of holding you in my arms…

For finally…

At last…

We are together…

Two bodies…

One soul…

Forever and ever…

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Final


It is final
For days
No inspiration

A canvas
Blank
Void of ideas

A bucket
No bottom
Everything falls right through

A mind
Empty
Thoughtless and hollow

Oh the finality
The bitter ending

Giving up
Giving in

Crumpling the paper
Laying down the pen

Shutting my eyes

Nothing to write

Turning the page now

Our chapter is ending

Closing the book one final time

Slowly erasing your memory from my mind…

Beneath The Moon


Beneath the moon each misty night
I see your shadow
I hear your cries

Looking skyward
You dream
Wishing upon each and every star

From dusk until dawns first light
You sit quietly alone beneath the moons silvery glow

A beauty in white
Hands clasped
Wings folded
Sobbing
Cursing every wretched turn in life

Beneath the moon each misty night

I see

I hear

I pray

I sit right beside you

Yet so far away you never even know I am there…