I Want


I want to drink with you

Dine with you

Inhale you

Devour your scent

Meld our two souls into one

I become you

You become me

Bonded into one being

No lines

No separation

Only one heartbeat

I want to shout with you

From the roof tops

Our happiness

Our joy…

But alas…

I cannot

For you are only a figment of my imagination

And true love does not exist…

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As I Stand


As I stand on the edge of the abyss

My mind beginning to wander

Pondering

Expressions

Names

Faces

Skeletons long forgotten

Places barely remembered

As I stand on the edge of the abyss

My toes suspended

Free from gravity’s pull

Dangling

Hovering

Just waiting for the rest of me to follow…

Remember Your Words?


Remember your words?

The ones you spoke that August day

The promise you made

The one to be my spirit guide

To lift me up

To fix me up

To fill the hollow inside

Remember your words?

The ones you spoke that December day

The promise you made

The one to stand by my side

The one where you said

I am different

Not like the rest

I will never leave

Remember your words?

I will

Until my last dying breath…


Once I had you

Held you

Smiled and bled for you

Once I hung on every word

Studied it

Dissected it

Picked it for every hidden meaning

Once I would have

Left this

Turned my back

Given up everything

Walked with you into the unknown

Built your confidence

Wiped your tears

Made you whole

Once I would have done this

But strangely glad I did not

Because now

Looking back

Smiling a bit and shaking my head

Satisfaction in knowing

It was you

Not I

That vanished

Instantly

Without warning

Breaking a promise

Null and voiding

You

From my memory

And that special place I held you

Deep within my heart…