Is this what you wanted

To see me suffer

To watch me twist and swing

Hanging

Dangling

Glassy eyed and choking

Your silence like razors

Cutting deep

Gutting me like a fish

Is this what you wanted?

What was intended all along?

To carve me slowly into pieces

To leave me lobotomized

And in a sick twisted way longing for more…

Can I

Can I say what I feel?
Would you run from me?

So many words
All twisted rhymes

Nothing makes sense
Too much time to think

Head all fuzzy
Too much drink

Living
Dying
Writing
Crying inside

Much thought
Better off

Dig deeper
Bury it all

Can I say it?
Yes

But won’t
Silence is the safest way out…

Good Evening

Ah good evening Mr Hampton

There you are

My oh my it’s been a long time

So glad to see your 33rpm black shiny vinyl once again

Please join me

Stay awhile

Play a tune

Enlighten my mind…

Inspire every word I write….

Revelation

A revelation

A second of clarity

You

Head toe toe

Filled with lies

Speaking with a forked tongue

Your time is up

So stand up

Pack up

And get out

The End…

Obsession

Bare flesh
Goose bumps
Tender nibbles

Sweat beads trickling
Arched back
Whisper like giggles

Low moans
Cold steel
Fingers clenching

Pen in hand
Writing

Words flowing
Caressing every nook
Each curve slowly filled

Sensuous
Seamless

Ink
Body
Continuous

No breaks
Never stopping

Living breathing canvas…

My creation…

My slight obsession…

Flexible poetry…

Oh so sexy…

Judge

Oh fairest of nobility

Yes you with your nose in the air

May I please have a moment of your time?

I am sure you can spare it

You don’t do anything anyway

Oh thank you and I will continue

So please listen very carefully to what I bluntly have to say

Shut your mouth

Open your ears

Crack open your crusty eyes

How dare you judge me

How dare you judge what you know nothing about…

Depths

From the depths
Unseen
Unspoken

Locked up
Buried away

Discreetly hidden
Stored deep in my heart

A crazy notion
A helpless never-ending desire

A mind wandering
Gut wrenching
Sickly
Barely make it through the day
God awful
Cannot breathe…

Smile upon my face

In the depths
From the depths
A secret kept

Never telling
Unspoken till my end

Hiding in a hole
Drifting through space and time

Aching soul
Hollow eyes

Empty arms
Broken heart

Days crashing into one another
Nights trudging without end

Your memory
Your spirit

An unspoken desire…

My ultimate demise…

Ghosts (re post)

Clouded mind
Ghosts of the past

Trespassing
Haunting

Prayed against
Exercised to no end

Screamed at
Ignored

Raging fury
Demanded to leave

Ghosts of the past
Skeletons without mercy

Under a spell
A weight you can’t comprehend

A silent curse

Smiling on the outside

Ghostly demons within…

You

You cannot break me

For I am unbreakable

Flesh and blood

But stronger than steel

You cannot bend me

Twist me

Melt or mold me

Your venomous words shall no longer pierce my armour

YOU!!

With your wicked lies and deception

I am immune to you poison

Alive

Standing tall

Bruised and battered

But completely unbreakable…

Oh The Things

Oh the things you do to me
Can you even see?
How much words tease me?
Oh yes they please me
Set me on a slow fire
Only pleasure will put it out
Little panting breaths
My first give away
Oh those words tease me
How much you could please me
Playing with my own fire
Heat only building
Words on page after page
Getting lost on the pleasure
Mind looseing its self
Gasping naughty things…