Satan’s Anvil


My heart is broken
My soul is in tears

Pressure building
Torment growing

Laughing eyes
Crooked demonic smiles

Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide

Burnt to ashes from the inside out
Faking that little smile so everyone shuts up

Falling
Crawling

All used up

Burden too heavy to keep going
Crushed under the weight of my own self destruction

Alive yet barely breathing

Taking a continual beating

Black cloud
Failure
Constant struggle

Beaten down
No way out

Crushed under the weight of Satan’s anvil…

Incompatible


Our incompatible compatibility

So crazy

So insane

I stand still

You weave

I speak

You won’t

I snarl

You smile

I sweat

You freeze

Opposites

Spiteful opponents

Butting heads at a moments notice

You are broken

I am perfect

Or vise versa

Depending on the insanity of your logic

Our incompatible compatibility

Rooted deep

Battle tested

Unwavering

Just the way it is…

If


If I were not so drunk
If I could somehow just stand up

If I were not so wobbly
If I could just see straight

If I were not laughing so hard
If I could feel my face

If this bottle could speak
If I could find my feet

If it were any warmer in here
If I didn’t have to pee

If I could think straight
If I could just smoke in here

If
But
No way

It’s my bottle and I cannot
Will not

Ok my friend if you insist I will share
Cause right this moment

I LOVE YOU…

Guilty


Twisted bars

Dripping wax and broken glass

Cold dead body

Haunting silence

Love gone wrong

Life choked away

Final breath squeezed out

Vile creature from hell itself

Gave in to the Devils voice

Earthly facade has fallen away

Now transparent

Nowhere to hide

No need for a jury

Gavel rings hollow

GUILTY…

This


Promises broken

A heart left abandoned

Twisted

Disconnected

A soul with toes on the edge

Sun setting

Curtain closing

Theater once full

Now every seat empty

Whisps of madness

Clouds of doubt

Knew all along it would come to this

Played

Used

Another Oscar worthy performance for playing the fool

Promises broken

Script all played out

Ageing

Alone

All washed up

You were my

Last chance

Best hope

Now look at me

This is all that’s left…

For So Long


For so long you have been gone
Lost track now

Has it been weeks?
Months?
Years?

Days just repeat
Nights never end

In this darkness there is no time
In this hell there is no end

Falling down
Falling apart

Nothing but suffering
History just keeps repeating

Constant
Never ending

The wind
Your memory

Outside my window
Inside my heart

Cold
Haunting
Unforgiving

For so long
Rattling
Torturing

The sinking reality

Knowing you will never come back…

Sold


Slipping into a distant place
No real-time
No real space

Devoid of energy
Only knowing hurt
Only twisted agony

Burned at the stake
Eyes wide open
Buried while still alive

Numb inside
Charred on the out

Helpless
At the mercy of the current

Sold down the river
Traded for the almighty dollar

Put out like the trash

Lies told…

Revenge will be mine…