Cry


Drunk
High
I want to cry

Up so high
Down so low
Reading words you wrote long ago

In the now
Torturing myself with the past
Reality saying you won’t be back

Drunker now
High as can be
But no matter what I can’t be free

Holding out
Hanging on
One finger still gripping the edge

High
Low
Not willing to accept that you are gone for good…

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Ripped


Arrogant!

Self centered!

Pretending to care!

My love

Pure and true

You!

Half-hearted!

Barely hanging on!

Heart!

Ripped from my chest!

Left second guessing

Crippled

Rug pulled

Never saw it coming…

Self centered!

Arrogant!

Never in for the long run!

True colors now shown!

I now broken

Warped and tangled

Lifeless

Just standing still

Heart open and exposed

Bleeding uncontrolled

Damage beyond repair

Emotionally totaled…

Whispering


Whispering into the air
Where are you my dear?

Right here
Yet here nor there
But at the same time everywhere

I am skipping
Dancing
Twirling a new path

I am the wind
The sun
The clouds
The Earth beneath your feet

Whispering softly
Where are you my dear?

I am here

Right beside you

In front of your eyes

Can you not see me?
Feel me?
Touch me?

Whispering softly
A tear slowly falls

Years slipped by so quickly

Only memories remain

For now you are gone…

Beneath The Moon


Beneath the moon each misty night
I see your shadow
I hear your cries

Looking skyward
You dream
Wishing upon each and every star

From dusk until dawns first light
You sit quietly alone beneath the moons silvery glow

A beauty in white
Hands clasped
Wings folded
Sobbing
Cursing every wretched turn in life

Beneath the moon each misty night

I see

I hear

I pray

I sit right beside you

Yet so far away you never even know I am there…